silentlydyingalone:

I just balled my eyes out and I don’t know why. I thought I was happy but I guess deep down I’m not.. but I should have seen that coming. I can never be really truly happy. I will always be that depressed, ugly, pathetic, worthless, freaky girl. Maybe there is a reason behind all of these tears but I don’t know what it is and I don’t think I want to know because it might hurt me even more.